365 project 2016

Day 58 Hope

February 28, 2016
On the horizon

On the horizon

It seems so redundant to say that this season of grief has been hard. I shake my head at the oversimplification of that sentence. There are few more phrases I could use to describe it:

~It has been hard to breathe.

~I feel incredibly lonely.

~The darkness seems too deep to wade through.

~My heart feels constricted inside my chest.

~Previously simple tasks often feel too difficult.

If you are walking through grief, I know you understand these feelings. I love this image of the clouds sweeping over our front pasture. It reminds me that no matter how dark the clouds are, the sun is shining somewhere. The clouds do not speak the truth about the sun’s presence. They mask it sometimes from our view, but it is always shining behind them.

This is a picture of hope.

If you are grieving hold on with me. Our God does not change. He is good and always will be good. Though the hardship of this fallen world often blocks our view of him, he is still the same. He is still near. Our breakthrough is just over there on the horizon.

Psalm 42.4 ~”Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.”

Look for the Light

Look for the Light

 

 

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3 Comments

  • Reply CarolS. February 28, 2016 at 6:07 am

    Thank you for this description. It is a reminder that I NEEDED.
    Hug. Praying you are looking “just past the clouds” also. 🙂
    -Carol

  • Reply Julie March 6, 2016 at 9:45 pm

    I love your posts. They are honest and real. They always speak Jesus. I know you hold tightly to Gods hand and I want to encourage you. I just stepped out of the second year with out my oldest son. Agony can best describe it but even in the middle of heart ripping pain God sends mercy. He sends the amazing gift of a greater capacity to endure. With each passing day God grows our capacity to not only survive but also to thrive. Suddenly we see that what we could not breath in before we can endure now. What a gift our Heavely Father sends in the perfect amounts. A greater capacity to endure…then thrive again.
    I pray you begin to feel this!
    Julie

  • Reply Angela Shepherd April 7, 2018 at 9:37 pm

    I’m right there with you. Anytime you want to get together just let me know. If you just want to talk and/or cry I’m on board for that too.

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